Log 23 -- 12 December 2025

What am I doing?

This week has... Also been off.

Something is wrong.

I now realize that school has been the only reason I've been waking up early. I don't wake up early on most other kinds of days, not unless I really want to.

...of all the things that I want to do in my life. School? Why not church or an extracurricular? Or even to work on what I want to get done?

I fear the worst of it is that me going back home won't help any of this. I know what I'm like at home. I ought to be more active but...

In other news, I should have time over the break to work on projects I want to. Either that, or on a resumé/CV or anything that could be useful for finding a job. I could ask for ideas. Ways to spend the break without rotting in bed all day.

...I don't want to have that happen again.

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