Log 22 -- 5 December 2025

Uhh..?

Hm.

...I'm not gonna lie, I don't know what to talk about here.

I know there's a lot going on even now but I... I got nothin'.

Lemme see what Locks does again...

Mmkay... Well, I feel... Like... nihilistic? That doesn't feel like the right word, but it's like a post-"end of the world" feeling without the actual end of the world having occurred.

I think it's the same feeling I got as last semester was ending. Like a loss for a will to do anything.

I don't like that very much. It means that I'm either busy all the time or simply wasting away -- I don't have a plan for when I don't "have" important things to do.

But there's always something to do... You just gotta look for it!

...and I admit I haven't.

Which stinks, because you know there are things I can work on, or towards. A re-releasing of the Tales of Evenue Isles games I made in Construct? Lockstar's Landers? Haphla, even? Or even DotCrossit, which I wanted to make to curb this problem, especially in my more urgent times like now?

...I wonder if part of the reason is how independent I try to be, rather than leaning for interdependence. I can't do everything... but maybe someone else around me knows how to.

...I just hope the next seven days aren't completely nothing-burgers like the week of Thanksgiving.

Seeya round, pal.

xc