Log 21 -- 28 November 2025

Ugh...

This week has felt like the opposite of a decent break.

I had wanted to take the time this week to relax, to get some pieces of work done, to recreate. Maybe even take a moment to work on my own projects!

But I crashed as soon as I started.

Hard.

It feels like every day was fully wasted, even the ones where I had a spark of productivity. Like I've been rotting away faster than usual... so something can't be right.

...I remember a lesson regarding one's environment. How it's easier to be disciplined if your environment is, too. But that alone could never explain why it was so easy for me to just... bleugh. And neither could the amount that I was working either, because I wasn't necessarily looking forward to this week like that.

Something's still off with me. That must be it.

...I'll try to salvage the weekend while it's yet to come.

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