Log 14 -- 10 October 202X

Something's wrong.

I hope that you all are doing well this breezy mid-October. It's a good day to remember that, despite everything, you see today, and continue to live on.

Over the past weeks, I've noticed that I've become too comfortable where I am. I'm making the same dumb mistakes, and still unsure if where the mistake is. But I know they happen, and I don't like that

I have also noticed that a good portion of these mistakes are keeping me from what I want to do. For context, daily, I usually need to:

• Sleep enough, about eight hours
• Wake up on time
• Complete schoolwork
• Read... a lot a lot

and even more than that. Those needs are minimal!

...But it would mean that I'm putting all of this on the far back burner so I can use the back burner for actual cooking. That sounds... An awful lot like what's been happening, but it WILL be worse now.

... I got to get back on track. The question is how.

xc